How I can tell I am incredibly depressed:
I’m forcing myself to watch a TV show. I should really, really want to do this. But I’m not in the mood right now but I still wanna watch it. I have to watch it to try and get myself back on track. I’m tired of wallowing.
people knowing that i’ve cried and people seeing me cry are two different things like i don’t care if people know i’ve cried because like everybody cries but when it comes to people actually being there and seeing me cry in the moment??? no. nope. nah. no thanks. i’m good. no thank you. let’s not
i want to live by the ocean but also in the forest but also in the mountains but also in a big city but also in the countryside u feel me
Welcome to Maine.
Idk why I keep getting sad over people that don’t give a shit about me.